Trying to fit into your standards

Trying to make you look my way

Trying to be something I ain't

Bending over backwards

Trying to please you

Giving me flowers

When I was losing myself

Over and over

‘Cause that's what I did for you

But what did you do for me?

We both know you never really loved me

It was getting harder every day to breathe

Behind the mask I wore to make you happy

When every night I cried myself to sleep

Endlessly shapeshifting

Built altars just for you

Filled your cup 'til I had nothing

Died of thirst in a never-ending drought

‘Cause you said you could never really love me enough

That dagger you put into my heart

That I cleaned and polished just for you

I bled myself dry

Made up lies and excuses

To try and make you love me more

Drew out a fantasy and made you the hero

Guess I was nothing without you

cnd what did you do for me?

We both know you never really loved me

It was getting harder every day to breathe

Behind the mask I wore to make you happy

When every night I cried myself to sleep

Who am I?

(Who am I?

)

How did I get into this mess?

Who am I?

(Who am I?

)

I don't recognize myself

How could I?

(Who am I?

)

If all I did was lose myself

Over and over again

Who am I?

(Who am I?

)

How did I get into this mess?

Who am I?

(Who am I?

)

I don't recognize myself

How could I?

(Who am I?

)

When all I did was lose myself

Over and over again

cnd what did you do for me?

We both know you never really loved me

You never knew how much it was breaking me

Wearing that mask just to make you happy

When every night I cried myself to sleep

Endlessly shapeshifting

I don't even know who I am without you

'Cause I lost myself with you