how about stopping eating when i'm full up

how about them transparent dangling carrots

how about that ever elusive kudo

thank you india

thank you terror

thank you disillusionment

thank you frailty

thank you consequence

thank you thank you silence

how about me not blaming you for everything

how about me enjoying the moment for once

how about how good it feels to finally forgive you

how about grieving it all one at a time

thank you india

thank you terror

thank you disillusionment

thank you frailty

thank you consequence

thank you thank you silence

the moment i let go of it

was the moment i got more than i could handle

the moment i jumped off of it

was the moment i touched down

how bout no longer being masochistic

how about remembering your divinity

how about unabashedly bawling your eyes out

how about not equating death with stopping

thank you india

thank you providence

thank you disillusionment

thank you nothingness

thank you clarity

thank you thank you silence

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